Thursday, July 23, 2015

Nobody Cares

And I Feel Like a Waste Of Life. Like Everything I Try to Do Eventually Just Doesn't Work Out I Should Be In Jail Now and Its Already Bad Enough My Life Has Been Completely Turned Around and Ruined ever since I got arrested again. I Lost so much from it and I'm starting to hate the world and give up on Life again. I No Longer have a job and the only way I can be productive is by saving money. I no longer make anything and I now feel like I have no friends. I feel totally disconnected and facing more jail on top life in general is really messing me up right now. I Feel Like I Have Tried a lot of different paths of life and none of them really work themselves out. I Don't Know What to Do.

Friday, July 17, 2015

Please Subscribe To My YouTube!

Please Subscribe to my YouTube. I Feel Like I Have No Friends. I Have Been Trying to vaporize, I bought a knock-off atmos RAW vaporizer, the cops stole my Silver Surfer Vaporizer. It's Like Everything I try to do right for myself, it ends up bad. Honestly. I Have Tried Working I had like 4 jobs in a row I could not do good at, Then I Tried College (SWAT Team Kicked Me Out). Now they Label me as Crazy. Please give me some support as nobody really does with my mental illness. :(

Thursday, July 16, 2015

Sometimes I Feel Like My Whole Family Wants Me Dead

I Also Feel They Have a Life Insurance Policy On Me. I Have Always Been Treated Like My Grandpa's Lab Rat. I Stole His Guns Before But Stupidly Gave Them Back. They Owe Me Thousands Of Dollars and They Are Catholic Thiefs. They Never Helped Me Do Anything But Get In Trouble and I Think They Get A Kick Out Of Getting Me In Trouble And Making My Life Hell. My Own KOWALEWSKI FAMILY. Come To Think Of It I Don't Think It's My Moms Side Of The Family I Think Its also My Dad's Side Of The Family. I Think Everybody Is Crazy. God Please Save Us!

Wednesday, July 15, 2015

I Feel Bad

Everyday Since I Have Been To Jail This Year. I Have Felt Bad. Even more Problems have arose. When I was 14 I was sent away for 3 Years because I pled Guilty to Battery for throwing a pair of basketball shorts at my Grandfather. Nobody ever helped me get a lawyer. It's like they wanted me in jail. Ever since then I have been in trouble ever since and my family hasn't helped me get a lawyer for anything. I am starting to think the World is turning into a living hell because nobody cares about one another or maybe they just don't care about me and figure it would be less baggage for them. Right now I am depressed, sometimes anxious and worried, all I feel like right now is extra Baggage, like I have always been. I have thought about suicide but I don't think I would ever do it. My family always eggs me on to kill myself when I bring it up. I feel like nobody cares. I have a warrant for my arrest and my Grandma called the cops on me yesterday the 13th of July, I feel they don't even want me anymore and they don't care since all they do is try to get me in more trouble when I am in a bad spot. I do not know what to do anymore. I have tried praying, I guess I need to pray a little more. My Family Won't Help Me Hire a Lawyer so I'm Not Going To Court Because Everything All The Courts ask me to do I Cannot Complete. Nobody cares anymore so I Don't Either.

Tuesday, July 7, 2015

I Really Don't Care

Don't You Listen to My Songs? I tried My Best Doing Me The Way I Knew How So What's Wrong. I Got about 30 I Been Rapping While Hitting Bongs, Judge told me if you don't do it you'll be in Jail for so Long. And I Didn't Do It Because I already lost $1000 from that case also it was my choice to go to jail on Christmas Day 2013 and I told them to take me. Oh well Probably One of the Worst Decisions in my life Right. I don't think a lawyer would help me at this point as I already pled Guilty to Obstructing Traffic and Not Guilty To Possession of Marijuana because I was growing and figured well I been going through this Obstructing Traffic Misdemeanor for 3 Years Now come Christmas, so to never plead Guilty Ever again, if anything else happens.

Only God Can Judge Me!

Nobody Else Can. Because the Same Judges Putting Me On Trial Sin Just Like Me! I understand it is their job, they also don't understand keeping me in Jail is not going to help anything. I haven't been causing terror or promoting violence and I have to deal with all the stress these two misdemeanors have brought me. I have been fighting this one misdemeanor for Three Years. Don't Go To Jail It's not Fun Stay Out Of Trouble. I have mental illnesses it is hard for me to stay out of trouble when I wonder off and don't stay at home, even when I stay at home trouble ends up finding me. I'm tired of the control they have I might not go and just stay at home. Everything They Want Me To Do I Cannot Comply With I Have a Mental Illness, that's why I can't work anymore. People Don't Understand. I couldn't get to community service I just got in a car crash. I don't care about any excuses because they don't work. I just might not go to my next court date and the only thing I can say why I didn't go is because I'm insane and jail is only going to make me more unstable.

When I Was Doing Good I Used To Go Out At Night

I Used to Go Out At Night Because I am Willing To Die For What I Believe in. I Believe in God and I Believe without the Help of God I would Have Never felt so Successful because at One Time I did Feel Successful. If I Didn't Believe from the Start I Would Of Never Of Went Out At Night By Myself at the Time I Felt Nothing Could Stop Me and Whatever I was doing at the time I was willing to die for.

I Have A Lot On My Mind

I Feel Right Now My Life Has Completely Turned around On Me. I Feel Lost Kind Of Like In The Wilderness. I need God's Help. Marijuana was helping me. I wasn't hurting anyone around me I wasn't causing violence. I was only helping myself find what helped me calm down so I would limit myself from doing more bad things. I Didn't cause trouble, I was calm, and I usually stayed out of trouble for the most part when I had Weed. I suffer from a few mental problems and I do not know of one person that doesn't qualify for at least one of the disorders out there as everyone has some type of addiction at some point or another from what I have seen. Nobody is perfect and we all make mistakes even the people arresting us are not perfect and am sure have made mistakes, even committed crimes but this isn't a story to pick on cops. This is my story how my whole life since my Mom Sent me to live here with my grandparents I always felt dumped away, I feel abandoned. When My Dad or Uncle get in trouble they get hired a lawyer by my Family and all they do is drink alcohol, everyday. Whenever I Get In Trouble I Have to Fight the Law, End Up in Psychiatric Hospitals, among other places eventually because my family won't help me out and usually end up calling services on me because I guess they don't know how to handle me. Sometimes I Think My Family Is Even Against Me as whatever I have going for me even at the end of the day even when I don't have much anymore. A few years ago Christmas 2013 I lost $800 I know they spend a lot of money on bills and stuff but still I bought people presents and tried my best to give back to everyone. I Lost my Cell Phone and my ID because I Think Some Sheriffs were trying to Bully Me and I had to walk all the way home from Valparaiso to Gary, IN by myself Christmas 2013, with less presents, money, and less Love. Even Family Don't Love sometimes anymore. They Hire my Dad and Uncle Lawyers and they barely ever had money for one. I used to have about $6000 and it was a point in my life when I had the most going for me and I did it by myself. Even though my family payed the bills I did try my best to make something out of nothing and I did then. I also helped my family too financially as well, something my Dad and Uncle rarely do. Never have I seen my Dad give grandma $400 cash or even for my uncle for that matter but I did to help my grandma get by for Christmas last year.

Sunday, June 28, 2015

Jesus Is Real

My Whole Life Is Messed Up. Jesus Is Real and I Should Not Continue to Overwhelm Myself With My Current Problems. None Of This Even Matters as the Body will Never Please God but the Soul can. I know there are many powerful people in the world right now and I am on the Bottom Of The Chain. Right Now I Am at a Point In My Life Right Now where everything is so messed up only Jesus can save me now. Your Body Cannot Save You but Your Spirit Can.

Saturday, June 27, 2015

Life Been Messed Up Since I Got Arrested Again

My Life Has Been Completely Messed Up I Am Starting To Hate Cops. They Not Only Stole My Old Phone But Now Im Arrested And I Have Mental Issues On Top Of Other Problems Like Since Being Arrested My Rooted Phone Has Been Messed Up. I Am Going to Be In Trouble Soon as I Will Have Warrants I Don't Feel Guilty So Im Not Going Im Tired Of This Bullshit and Nobody Helps Even Family I Wanted a Lawyer But I Should Of Done That Earlier and My Family Wont Help Me Get Food Stamps Or a Lawyer.

Wednesday, June 24, 2015

People Threatened To Kill Me Online

People Threaten Me Online All The Time For Promoting Myself and Making New Music And I Still Do It

I'm Going To Be In Trouble Soon

I Have Been Arrested a Few Times The Last Years Somehow I Am Always Getting In Trouble. I Do Have Some Problems But I Don't Know Why It Always Has to Lead to Trouble Because I Always Have to Worry About It More and It's Not Good For My Anxiety Problems.

Sunday, June 21, 2015

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Thursday, June 18, 2015

Yung Kash SK Smoking a Blunt

I Might Be Going To Jail Soon I Missed My Court Date Because I Wrote The Time Down Wrong On The Calendar So I Guess I Have a Warrant out for my arrest.